things which won’t leave you:
- nice quiet places in nature
- bookshops and libraries
- your favourite movies
- the ocean and mountains
- happy memories
- your ability to heal
- sunlight in the mornings
- fluffy clouds and the sky
- the moon and the stars
things which won’t leave you:
things which won’t leave you:
- the smell of old paperbacks
- black and white film photos of flowers
- the smell of cheap coffee in the morning
- putting blush on
- feeling dewy after putting on your moisturizer
- rolling yourself up in someone you love’s duvet
- the moon visible while the sky’s still blue
- warm milk with vanilla and cinnamon before bed
- cardigans that make you look like a little old lady
- silver hoop earrings
- french braids that make you look like a milk maid
- knowing someone is putting good and kind energy into you
- dreaming about future apartment
- dreaming about future pet cat
- suede couches
I want hair as black as my soul but I also want hair like Amy Pond’s hair but I also want hair the color of sunlight but I also want to be brunette but I also want streaks of blue through my normal shade of brown but I also want ringlets but I also want straight hair but I also want waves but I also want tightly coiled frizzy hair but I also want it down to my waist but I also want a pixie cut do you see my dilemma.
I FEEL THAT FEEL DEEP IN MY SOUL MAN
early morning sunshine, lazy afternoons, acoustic songs, dust swirling by the window, fuzzy peaches, eyes that turn hazel when light hits them, strawberry picking, yellow paint, floppy puppies, golden shadows, nature adventures, watching the clouds, glittering sand, sunsets by the beach
the US is unreal like girls cant wear shorts to school, you can literally lose your job for being gay, and unarmed black children are brutally murdered on the regular but old white ppl r still like “what a beautiful country. i can freely carry a gun for no reason and some of our mountains look like presidents. god bless”
THIS IS LITERALLY IT. THIS IS WHAT ITS LIKE
Be sad but get up. You don’t have to shower. You can put on the same clothes you wore yesterday. Nobody will care. The sky is blue, wildflowers are blooming by the side of the road. Strangers have stories to tell. Go for a walk, go for a drive, go to a greenhouse, a bookstore, a movie theater. You can stay in bed but nothing is going to happen there. Sometimes you’ve really just got to get the fuck up.
Fall in love with someone who appreciates the little things in life. Like the blue of the ocean, the calmness of an empty sky, or going grocery shopping at 1am. Fall in love with someone who makes the small things feel like everything.
You were red. You liked me cause I was blue. You touched me and suddenly I was a lilac sky and you decided purple just wasn’t for you.
